“One should not say that it is impossible to reach a virtuous life; but one should say it is not easy. Nor do those who have reached it find it easy to maintain." St. Anthony of the Desert
I had been in such a good place: filled with peace, easily dying to self, accepting all that God set before me and truly living in the spirit!
I am not there anymore, and I’m not quite sure when I reached “this state.” I could no longer find contentment or peace.